| wow..its been awhile since i've been on here... but facebook is way better.. i haven't really had the guts to call kevin but i'll do it eventually..court told me just to get some balls and do it..lol..i think me and her are going to lunch tomorrow and then go do something else afterwards...i went swimming at salt fork today..my grandpa got us a one year pass to go swimming out there..so i'll def be using that this summer..well i'm going to bed..i'll try to remember to update later.. The hurt began to fade & it was easier to just let go..At least I thought it was. But in every boy I met in the next few months,I found myself looking for you & when the feelings got too strong, I'd write you another letter, but I never sent them in fear of what I might find.By then, you'd gone on with your life & I didn't want to think about you loving someone else.I wanted to remember us like we were those months we were together.I didn't ever want to forget that. |
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| today sucks.. stayed home from school because I am sick..but atleast i'm not at school i guess. went hunting monday and tuesday..my dad shot a doe but it didn't die so I had to put the kill shot on it..(in the head)...courtney was flippin out on me for it after i told her..i told her to go join PETA or somethin..lol.. tonight.. the girls play at river..probably not driving all the way down there.. tomorrow.. I have to go to the doctor for my knee..I have to get another injection...this will be my sixth one..they're not really helping that much..so that sucks...then i'll probably be going to the boys game after that.. me and lex are probably gonna do something this weekend...probably see if court wants to go...last weekend our plans sort of got screwed up..
    
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| happy thanksgiving.. i'm really bored and really stuffed!!..lol tomorrow dee and cd are coming over to work on our stupid science project..i think brandon is coming over too.. ..probably going to the boys basketball preview..then I think me and lex are gonna go to the movies or something..we haven't done anything together forever..it should be fun.. i wanna be the girl thats good for him, you know?
the one he changes for & the one where even if
i'm not physically with him, i'm always on his mind.
& he thinks i'm the best thing thats ever happened
to him. + Laguna Beach |
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| me and sarah are gonna go see saw 3 today..maybe.. i freakin hate scary movies..but o well.. i was supposed to go hunting today but my dad was too busy..i was jacked.. my dad is in a better mood with me today..thank god..all i did was lose the remote..well trey lost it, but it was my fault since i was supposed to be watching him.. sarah stayed friday..hung out all day saturday...searched for the remote all day pretty much..then after i got bitched at, we went to sarah's house..then me and sarah's mom went to get beer..lol..then me and sarah went to pick up alexis and allie..then we went back to my house, had some pizza and went to nelson's party..it was pretty cool.. our boys have to play at shadyside..if we win and beallsville wins against the catholic team, we have to play them..i sure hope not though..but then again i do..oh well it doesn't really matter.. he's the kinda boy
that makes me look forward to mondays <3 |
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